Repost, originally written on : THURSDAY, JANUARY 26, 2012

Im getting so sick and tired of feeling affected by you. Im so sick and tired of trying so hard to seek love like ours. I tried and tried, but there is no spark with any one of them. I cant explain the feeling that i have, im not upset, im not angry, im not happy, it's like i lost all hope. Its annoying, i cant even motivate myself for anything anymore. My world is dull. Even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away. I dont know why i still think of you, i hate myself for doing so.

Paula Deanda - Walk Away