cant blog about sad things here anymore guys, and for those creeping on here to see how bad my life is just to feel better or those that are legitimately checking if im alright, im sorry i wont be blogging about my problems anymore. this blog use to be everything and the only thing i can vent everything to, everything. But it contains hurtful words, meanings, messages that hurts the one i love. From now on, im just going to hold it all to myself because i never want to see him sad. But in return, what do i get out of my effort and time ? Nothing.