what do you do when you learn to adapt to a way of living in which involves you to not give a fuck about anything. i can't be bothered anymore, for uni, for work, for relationships and for friendships, why must we put so much effort into something that might not turn out like how you wanted it to. we are all born to die, so why do have so much guidelines and rules to live by. pretty deep huh ? think it's because of the weather, its all rainy and gloomy, makes me extra depressed.