I really got to stop writing so spontaneously and start reading over what i wrote, cause half the shit dont make sense. Anywho, went to see you today for 5 mins, and i felt a lot has changed between us. You and i probably dont feel the same way any more. And i am afraid. With my last relationship, Vanny broke up with me through a text, this morning i received a text at 6:30 am, i felt the vibration and an immediate chill when down my spine, tears were already covering the cornea and was prepared to let out the Niagra Falls. I didnt have the courage to open it up straight away. What if you had a good thought about it and concluded that we shouldnt be together any more, or you just dont feel the same, or you've lose feelings, or you've never loved me or we just werent meant to be? So many what ifs, the probability of you saying any of those is almost at 80%. I was certain you dont feel the same way any more. And it breaks my heart to think that we have so much to lose. I dont know man, im just wishing we could go back to the way we use to be. Yeah, i am the one thats getting tired of fighting, but what can i do ? Deal with it.