Thursday, March 7, 2013

You're sorry? For what ? You just weren't there. In the past week, tell me how much we've talked, tops 10 mins on the phone and today we spoke for 5 mins. Are you happy with the way we are ? If so, then i see no purpose in us. You say you have to study for this this and this, i always go so you can study, what happened to saturday is Linda's day, you didnt acknowledge that one bit, its hurts, we made our promises and our agreements, you value and remember NONE of them. You always call me at around 8, and today you were too busy and excited and hooked onto the fact youre bringing robert to red rooster you forgot about me, you forgot i was waiting, you didnt tell me, i spent my whole night aimlessly waiting for a phone call that just wasnt going to come, if i didnt text, that would be the end of the day for me, and us. I cant bear this, having a bf is the equivalent of not having one, so tell me why are you still here. I can sit here and cry for hours, and i do, but how does that help ? It doesnt. So like i said before, im just waiting for the time where you're going to be like vanny, you'll get bored, you send me a text and that text will determine the end of us. Yes shit happened for me, but whats the point in telling someone whos not going to be there, or wasnt there, telling them the matter wont help. It happened, and you werent there to share it, you know what you vowed to me ? So sweet, yet so venomous, draws one in and make them believe that this could be kept, 'to comfort, to love'? My ass.

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