I was listening to sad songs. And to my surprise, yes i got a little upset and that was it. I'm getting over it i guess. Normally i'd want to get revenge, payback, i would see our breakup as a challenge to see who does better and who gets a relationship first. Well, i'm over with that phase. I wouldn't mind being single for as long as it takes to wait for the right one. I no longer want to show you i'm doing way better because i'm busy trying to prepare myself for when you get into a relationship with someone else. I know i'm handling all this quite well, but once i crack, i start from scratch again, thats why i'd rather give it everything i've got to pull through this. I'm already struggling with this, exactly why i want to mentally prepare myself for when you move on to a new girl and a happy life. I'm a whole different person now, maybe not a big change that is visible to everyone, but its a huge change for me. Half of my friends dont even know we've broken up. I'm doing a good job holding myself together right ? Deserve an award of some sort haha. But i'd really hope that you won't forget about me, i'd hope we will keep in contact,i mean i can be your guidance through life, or simply the one you run to when you need a shoulder.

I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now

I heard that your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?

Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you, too

Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised in a summer haze

Bound by the surprise of our glory days

Nothing compares, no worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?