The usual, except the bed felt warmer and softer than ever. I didn't want to wake up knowing such sadness awaits me, but i woke up, convincing how happy i am. That has become my daily routine now. Went for a driving lesson, my mind kept drifting off to something else other than the road. Only coming home to figure my mum had threw away half my so called 'rubbish'. This 'rubbish' contained what is left of my past, i threw away a lot of things, and this what's left of me, that little bit of what defines me. She threw away the ring you bought me at the city. Even though i tell myself many times i've already let it go, truth is, i'm not exactly prepared to give 'us' up entirely. Anger had taken over, i broken several things around my house, whoops. I went through the bins that are inside and the ones that are outside. No sign of it. And as usual again, i broke down in the bathroom. But its all good now. Well, since i'm a strong believer of fate, let's just say if i was meant to have the ring and hold onto my past, then when the time is right, it will reappear. If not, its probably a sign that i should throw the thought of you and i away. All good in da hood. LOL I believe if i convince myself enough that i am happy, one day, not far from today, i will be truly happy.