Give me a reason.

I dont want to live my life not knowing why you gave up on us, i dont want to spend my whole life wondering or living with such hatred. Give me a reason to let it go, give me a reason to be free, give me a reason to forgive so i can escape. Im tired of living with this regret. Please tell me the reason you let go was because you didnt want to hurt me, please just fucking tell me that, even if you have to lie to me...