I need you to know.

I need you to know you are everything i'm looking for, everything i had ever dreamed of, although i've lost you, it doesnt really quite matter because in my mind and in my heart you are still here with me. I look at our memories as though it happened yesterday. I need you to know, i throw around the word 'love' way too easily, and thats probably my second biggest regret, coming after that i havent shown you enough 'love'. I remember our trip to jamberoo as though is happened a week ago, distinctly feel the happiness or the aura of the time. I miss everything we've had. I need you to know i fucking love you, and always fucking will, regardless of the fact that i have someone else now. I dont understand why i still feel the same. I need you to know you're my everything, i need you to know all this before i forget, before i forget myself. I'm losing grip of this roller coaster ride that life has taken me on, i think sooner or later i'll probably lose my mind. But for now, before its too late, i want you to know, i wish you all the best.