Your Graduation.

I couldnt fall asleep last night, and prior to that, my facebook newsfeed was filled with pictures of you. I cant help but look. It all came back, everything i felt came back, all the pain came running back. I couldnt sleep, i woke up in the middle of night dreaming about losing you and not being able to fall back to sleep because i dont want to lose you again when in reality, i've lost you 6 months ago. I see all these photos of your graduation, i see your smile, i really wish, wish i could have been the one you shared that moment with. im slowly adapting to Jacky's issues, it still bugs me but not as much. I know i know, i've always had that issue of mistrust and jealousy. But trust me it's not me this time, he admits he is still in love with his ex, and he doesnt chose to stop talking to her. I lied to annie and teresa just so i can continue being with him, i told them that he agreed to not speak with his ex anymore, and that apparently is the reason why im giving him the second chance. Honestly, i'm just giving myself a second chance.