When you told me doing those things were wrong, I listened.I never wouldn't have thought you have that much of an effect on me. From your words I was able to once again gain self respect, pride and dignity. But now I'll throw it all away, become the person I was because what's the point in fulfilling someone's words when they no loncnger care. I've once again became a nobody in someones life. Why do I still care. Its fucked up. I don't want to be like this. You turned me into this. My life is no longer a choice of mine but a decision made by you can change everything. But at the same time, maybe, just maybe if I didn't exist, would it make your life easier?

Lego house - Ed Sheerman

I understand that i am making a fool of myself, but when has that ever stopped me. i fight for what i believe and how i feel. but, always, i eventually give up, call me quitter, haters gon' hate. I know what i feel for you, and i hate how you made me feel that way. Is this some kind of revenge or someshit, cos it's working mate, oh it's working well. And now, i will contradict everything that i have typed up previously. Yes i fight, but this i time, i know fighting for what i feel is wrong. I distinguished between what is possible and what is not, and came to the realisation of that i was only there as a satisfying tool. Therefore, i will fight, only this time, i'm fighting against my heart, my feelings, and my thoughts, for the sake of the belief that it will be much better off for me.

Chris Brown - All Back

jenny, accept the fucking house. you know what i'm talking about ! As for life, pretty good.... :) I'm straight into holiday mode right after english exam. Can't wait to play Lurnea next thursday, apparently they knocked Canley Vale out of Open Girls Basketball. :O And for some specific people, im sorry to say, i like you.

Down - JJLin

On a side note. This has been stressing me out more than exams. This question keeps me wondering all the time. I want people to tell me exactly what i am to them to avoid any misunderstandings and awkwardness. I like it much better when people say it straight up to me what they want. I dont have the time to deal with this fuss, yet it bothers me and takes up most of my time.

Lovers and Friends - Lil Crazed, Trixx & Skip

i'm not who i use to be. cliche start to some typical emotional girl's blog ? Yes i would know. I'm so much stronger than what i use to be. But you still get me frustrated from time to time. I guess the saying is right, the more you love, the more you hate. Of course. I know i've only known you for a short time, and we didnt last long either, but i know every single thing about you. I've learnt to read every single move you make to get what you want, when you are serious and when you are not. I would say if we never dated, we could be best friends. She will be hard to get, but dont worry, i believe if you really tried with sincerity you will win her heart. haha, goodluck.

Jason Derulo - Fight For You

LOL JKS.

Who am i to say - Hope

Once again you walk in and out of my life, reminding me of the scars and imperfections i have. You ask me why i did those kind of stuff. Yet you make no difference. I was really going to be there for you every time you needed a friend. Just when i forgot about that one specific imperfection/mistake that i've made in my life, i now have to live through it again. I will try to forget it, stop anything from hurting me, stop anything from making me upset. And i guess the best way is to stop all form of contact with you. But remember, i'm always here as your good friend.

Bruno Mars - Count on me

It's been a while since i've gotten this pissed at someone besides my mum. What frustrates me the most is what began all this. I shouldnt have done what i've done, i should have believed the words, i hate myself, for making wrong decisions. Who and what am i to people ? I do not know. But for this very instance, i am worthless in every single possible way. But i hate you ! I hate you a lot ! And i hate myself for thinking that we'll be good friends and hang out HEAPS. By heaps i mean whenever possible. But wtf. WTF. Fuck you. Hangs up on me after one word answers. What ? Is it because i can't be beneficial to you at the time. Yeah i would know.

Lily Allen - Fuck You (It's Not Me, It's You)

Ever found those annoying people that only need you when you have something they want ? or perhaps something you can help them satisfy. Yeah i hate those people too. It's like at the beginning they try real hard to seem like they're your friend, only resulting in them wanting to gain some sort of benefits in some ways, and when they do get it. You are no longer useful and the next time you are required. Human nature im guessing ? Well im sick and tired of being people's tools. You can kiss my ass bitches.

DASHDCADET (GOTTA GO) FT PEEEZO ND DA DOGGG. (BYE POLAR)

I'm sorry i havent been blogging much, that is only becuase life has been running sooo smoothly. Besides that the fact i hate school, im coping well. And no i am not going tafe assholes. And as for getting over someone that i was no in a relationship with, thats pretty hard. I'm whipped over him. there's actually two of them HAHAHAH yes go ahead judge me, it's been a while since i could have a legitimate crush after breaking up with vanny. And we have quite similar interests :$ With only my crush talking to me as a normal friend/acquaintance,that is enough to complete me :) It was nice bumping into him with the thought of never likely to see him around. How nice... :)

Missin’ You Like Crazy - Michael Alvarado

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL ! DEAD ! FROM LAUGHTER HAHAHAHAHAHAHA omo http://linaeays.tumblr.com/ , dude she's more emo than me about vanny. but there is one thing i do envy her about, is that she's get a lot of supportive comments from people. I admire her strength to hold herself all together, she may be a little off when she slapped him, but she did a good job for all the girls he hurt. She is only one of the many. Many of her followers tell her that Vanny cheated on her with Janna, if people had eyes, it was quite obvious anyway. She did a much better job than me, she put it through. I couldn't have, thats pretty much why i ended it with him. Honestly reading her tumblr, it makes me feel ashamed of myself, i couldnt admit as much as she did. I couldn't show him that i loved him until he was gone, on the hand, she showed it and had nothing in return. That's life. It's okay, everyone once in a while you'll have to get into a wrong relationship to know whats right. i guess i shouldnt be talking because i still have a great deal of affection for him. But i hope Elina all the best and that vanny could stop being a player. Cheers guys !

Moving on - Taio Cruz

Semi's today, nervous already and there's like 4 more hours til the game haha. I really hope we can win :) I should get everything off my mind and focus hard in the game, so wish me luck guys haha. Have this weirdest crush on johnson, we've never even spoken. Is this normal HAHAHAHHAHA oh god. getting my heart broken by someone i havent spoken to, thats so sad LOOOL. but yeah all good :) Cheers guys.

Dont Give Up - Auburn

Why am i even crying so hard. Get over it Linda, can't you even take a joke ?

Art of Letting Go - Makaila

I Hate Love - Claude Kelly

Crying over you - Tao Cruz