I thought a rejection was hard, then knowing exactly who has replaced me was just ... owned. I couldn't do anything but have a mental break down, just this time i dont have you to listen to me, lend me a shoulder. I'm so glad i have a awesome bestfriend who is there for me through everything, through those tears and laughter, thanks for being there. If it wasnt for you, i have no idea how i would have dealt with it. And for offering to take me to go eat moochi, farrr you're the best. It's so hard to move on when i know there's so much of the past that i have to let go off.

Without You - 1TYM

i hate everyone and everything. They're all lies. Nothing stays forever, no friendship is real. i've learnt to trust no one, because the more you open up your heart, the more you'll get hurt. i hate it when things drift, its like all of a sudden what happened ? did they just decided not to try anymore. but nevertheless, it always happens to me so i guess i am use to it. It will only hurt for a couple days, and then i'll begin to lose more hope in love within humanity.

Drivin' Myself Insane - Martin Kember

LOL so forever alone lately. This is sad. why cant there be someone that likes me, or likes me enough to confess. it'd be nice to have a sensitive guy who opens his heart to you while looking like nothings affecting them, that'd be nice. But there's so such guys these days that are so uptight about their pride and wouldnt share much of what they think or feel. calm down, wont kill you if you loosen up a little and let a few people into your heart. guys thats willing to take a risk for you is attractive. Gona stop talking to certain people, and resume my life back to when i had only one bestfriend. less hassle, less misunderstandings.

Lottery - Stevie Hoang

Can't believe i thought there was a chance. Life was never this nice to me. I'll just keep my head down and stop expecting.

Hopeless - Sam Hook

I'm so stupid, thinking that i actually meant something because of the things we do. i look and feel so stupid, you only did that out of sympathy. For actually thinking i meant something more, i was wrong. I found out some things today, didnt kill me, but it did hurt. You lied to me, you do like her. why? why bother talking to someone who probably isnt going to mean anything much to you ? Just a friend. It's not this hasnt happened to me before, just having a hard time getting over a relationship i was never in. Enough said about you. I dreamt about Bananas last night, good stuff. For those who dont know, bananas is a code name that me and my friends use to call this guy i use to like. But maddd dream, good stuff.

Something Stupid - Shawn Deeman

Take me somewhere far far away, forget the world and my troubles. Nothing but only us exist, just us two. Ease my pain, give me happiness forever more.

Come With Me - Sammie

I dont like the situation im in, i cant say no and i cant say yes. I cant allow it to happen because i have yet to forget V. Did this activity at UTS workshop and we had to write someone that changed us in a positive way, shockingly i wrote " good friend, paul truong " LMAOOO good joke :L yeah wow, i realise i dont have much close friends at all :( how sad is that...

The A Team - Ed Sheeran.

NO MORE REMINISCING ! haha, i always say that. but nah seriously, i got to stop. Or this shit is gonna keep dragging me down and holding me back. You were at one point my everything, my best friend and my lover. And this aint no 2011 no more. Fuck everything. Live young die hard. After this year, i have no idea if i will ever even get the chance to see you again, we will end up in our separate ways in life, the only thing that will be increasing is the distance between us. As we drift further and further. Ever wonder where you would be in 5 years time ? That thought scares me every time. I'm sorry for the time that i broke it off with my immature and childish actions.

Never Meant To Break Your Heart - Ramzi

YES netball season again !!! ANZ championships now, hmm all my favourite players had traded teams, so i have no idea which team to go for. Well you know what else sucks ? Even netball, my favourite sport that supposedly has nothing to do with you had eventually made me recall a memory that i have shared with you. Remember last year for open netball, i trained really hard for it. Every morning i get to school at around 7:50 to practice shooting. You know, the way you get people disappointed and then surprising them is really attractive. I fell in love with you for all sorts of reason, only because when you are sincere you are able to let others feel your love. The winter mornings where you would just suddenly turn up and just shoot around with me, defend me, tease me about how shit i really am. Oh the days have past. Now all i have are just these shuttered memories. May these memories sink to the bottom.

Bottom - J.Blue

LOL i just read over this and fixed up all my grammatical errors. Far im stupid.

Im living in the past. That is the only place where i feel alive once again. I remember every single thing in detail from that time i was with you, the feeling of my jumper, the feeling of your bed, the feeling of your everything. One song can bring it all back. ooft cuzz, this is crazy. for a second there, i thought i was back in march of 2011, when i was in love. good stuff.

Wiz Khalifa - Roll up

Songs relieve me. because i lost you, the one who would listen to me. be there for me. telling me whats right and whats wrong.

Travis Garland Heart Speaks First

This fucking shit again, all over again. shut the fuck up with your lectures man, you think you're all that ? yeah i talk back, is that all you can say when i own your ass? fuck you slut, if it wasnt for you i would have a perfect family. if it wasnt your gambling addictions and your crazy aggression. I wouldnt have coped this much in my whole fucking life. for the past 4 months, i always come home late and not eat dinner, cos i dont want to deal with you, and how you said i always eat off you, please. Im showing my independence ,showing you im not as weak as before. i can look after myself and i dont always need you. Trust me, im not going to be wrong, you will end up dying alone. your loved one will leave you one by one if you do not learn to cherish them. dont say i havent tried, it's because i've been trying too hard for too long, that i've had it. i take both my dad's role and my role, but you expect me to do EVERYTHING, what am i ? yeah you're so good because when you were 13 you knew how to cook and clean ? We'll did you know how to pay for your own phone bills, tutor fees and pay for your own breakfast, lunch and sometimes dinner ? I used me and my friends for comparison to what us 'born in australia' kids do at home and you tell me off for comparing ? When all you do is say that, well if you were like the kids in vietnam, they have to do this do that. fucking hypocrite, talking 'bout comparing aye hoe ?

Not Afraid - Eminem

dude, your gf is annoying, just popped up on my dashboard when i dont want to see her fucking face. i get it alright, she's pretty farrrr. and shes tumblr famous too. But because of you two, i will do whatever it fucking takes for me to transform myself. Bitch you waitm wait and see what you could have had and what you missed out on. her ? puhlease. fuck femininity, i have my own ways, my own style and i'll embrace that shit. Im going to be unique rather than going with whatever makes me an acceptable female in society, at least i wont try so hard to get notes on tumblr. god. grab hold of yourself hoes. you'll be trippin. boys, people that you cant trust. anger and jealousy drives my motivation.

Jhevon Paris ft. Untitled | Beautiful Lady

With the power vested in me, i will fucking murder you, stop fucking avoiding me, you dumb slut. you think you're all that just because i said something to you before. broooo, seriously ? Just admit that you like her and we talk as usual best friends. but youre being so fucking annoying by coming up with these stupid excuses just because you currently dont need your friend anymore, you dog cunt, it was always bros over hows, now you pick chicks over dicks ? man the fuck up and face the truth buddy, you cant run from me forever. and you're so annoying cos you cant even keep a promise, always there for me when i cry ? yeah alright buddy ! you're really full of shit bro. man i hope you die in a car crash or something, like not die straight away, but suffer slowly, i hope your fingers get snapped off and then your legs become paralysed. i swear you are such a jerk, you are only good when theres something in it for you, you are very inconsiderate, and you need to go fuck yourself, big time. Strong choice of words or what ? PAUL TRUONG !

NAOMI - GO FUCK YOURSELF ( ORIGINAL SONG )

i want to blog as much while i still can. I'm afraid. Afraid of many things, but no one to tell. I lost the person that i trust, he will never be there for me again. It's like one by one, they're leaving me. I'm really scared, but for the time being i'm afraid of death, and it's only because i come to realise how easily death could come knocking at your door. But this is the time where i learn to cherish everything i've had. Where i know i definitely dont want to let somethings go, memories of you came pouring back to me, someone asked if i could pick anyone to be with, who would it be? it'll still be you. If i ever leave this world before you or any time soon, i want you to know, i havent changed since one year ago, i still love you. Love you for who you used to be. I will be there to watch over you, be your guardian angel, be your Fairly Odd Parents. As i'm writing, the more my head hurts, i dont know how serious this may be, but i will fight, whatever it takes for me to see you before i leave.

Christina Aguilera - You Lost Me

She's pretty, she's skinny, she's tall, she's everything that i can never be. I get it, i wouldnt pick me either. Why am i feeling like i've got beaten when i havent even tried my hardest. Maybe because my imperfections override everything good in me. I'm a very pathetic person, not the most loving person either, but when my heart locks, i have no idea how to let go. Yet, i hate you, hate you with all my heart. I will never forgive you for what you've done to me. You ruined me once again. I say i'll be the happiest person alive, do you understand how much courage i needed to have to say that to you ? Only to make not feel as guilty when i was pouring my heart out. I broke down, i was torn down into pieces, left there, not knowing if i was able to heal but i was able to have a laugh after every sentence i made to you. I had to hide it, fuck you, why do i have to be considerate when you've never once thought about my feelings. 17 years into my life and i have never done this to anyone, thanks for your response, after everything you've done with me. You stole my life away from me. But it's okay, thats only because im not her.

Like Me - Colby O'Donis