Had a fight with mum yesterday, wasnt the best thing out, well not shit bro lol. So that resulted in me walking to and from work. I finished work at around 11 and took the train from fairfield to cabramatta to head to uncles house. The walk made me think about a lot of things. It was Christmas eve, i was all by myself walking on John St. I thought about some memories with some people. It just made me feel so distant. Even though they live just a street away from where i was, i was so close yet so far away. I looked up at the street lights, and then at the christmas decorations, only to be wishing i had someone there for me, someone i can call in the middle of the night and they could come chill with me at cabra, someone that would be worried about me if i was walking out in the streets all alone in the middle of the night, someone who would just make me happy no matter how hard it is. And then i thought about someone. And then thinking about my past relationships only to be reminded of the quote "i am one heartbreak closer to happiness". Let's hope that is true, let's hope that god is still writing on my love story. At the same time, happy endings are just stories that have yet to be finished... Hmm, i wonder if i've met the person that i will spend my life with, i kind of hope he works for the army. and i can work for the ASIO and we'll be both working for our country into keeping security and maintain peace. I could be home waiting for him to come home from his military work, have a warm and welcoming party and give him the tightest hug and probably never wanting to let go haha.. too much dreaming linda D:

NEED NEED NEED TO GET A BASKETBALL ASAP BEFORE I GET ALL FAT AND LAZY, NOT THAT IM NOT ALREADY THAT :L Im tired. Tired of being happy in front of people. But i cant seem to change the way i act in front of others now, im so use to it. So use to cracking lame as jokes and hoping for them to laugh along or something, my tumblr, it is always aimed to make people laugh, i told myself that it'll be mostly dedicated to humour, sometimes i just want to have an emo as tumblr and blog and hope people will just let it be, but thats not how society works.. well well. Life goes on :)

Dream Job : Working for ASIO ( Australian Security Intelligence Organisation ). Good luck Linda.

Bro, another door is broken by the dog..... fucking fuck fuck fuck. Windscreen on the door is broken. Bit my sister. Attempting to rip my other windscreen. And piss on my carpet of at entrance to my bedroom when i clearly have the door closed. Just a random rant...

Omg i am getting so fat lately, went shopping with mum yesterday and tried a skirt at supre, it looks sexy ( im talking about the skirt, not me LOL ) HAHAHA well yeah i will aim to achieve AT LEAST lose 5 kilos this holidays and buy that assymetrical skirt. Too pretty :L And no basketball for a month, im going to go cry now :( My own source of exercising gone... oh well, i need to go get a basketball sometime soon and work out D:
cant think of anything else to say.. toodaluus motherfuckers :L

When i choose to opt myself out of trouble and their group and wanting to really just stick to my own group and avoid the unnecessary drama, pain, tears and anger, SOME BITCH ALWAYS HAS TO HAVE TO START ME. Im sorry for those who have not seen this side of me, just be prepared.
number fucking 1. shut the fuck up if you dont even talk to me and been hearing shit about me talking 'bout you. well fuck what yous heard if you didnt hear from me, im not afraid to say it to your mother fucking face anymore because you know what ? I aint scared of shit, im done caring about what people think of me and im done being pushed away.
2. Only people that are always around me or close to me or even just simply "know" me and by that i meant understood me, they'll know exactly when i am joking, i dont need to fucking go " oh by the way i was just joking, i wasnt trying to talk shit" well yeah for those who think i do talk shit i when joke about it, Well too fucking bad ! sad life you live there because you can't even take a joke.
3. yeah maybe im self centred by saying the following things but fuck that. i really like making people smile and laugh, its satisfying and sometimes i achieve that through downgrading myself and depriving my own value, THAT DEFINITELY DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN DISREGARD MY RESPECT. fuck guys who think they can talk in a way which makes me sound like trash, fuck off. Slut , something i know i am not. Keep on saying it and ill fucking cut you. (this does not apply to Xavier) My respect, i demand it and imma fuck you cunts up if you just cant simply let a girl have her pride. Bitch i aint no different to those a bloick girls or t block girls, i just act tough and strong, DOESNT MEAN SHIT, and neither does it give you the rights to make me feel weak and vulnerable against your bad words.
4. DO NOT FUCKING EVER SLAP MY HEAD OR MY FACE. i am not fucking kidding, im done with people doing that, and as a word of advice i have been very fucking violent lately and i wont be afraid to hunt you down and slice you up.
5. Guys that are more of a little pussy than a girl. How about growing some balls and maning the fuck up ? Dont get all pansy about a girl talking shit about you when YOU DO THE EXAACT SAME THING and then you complain about it being all her fault for talking shit about you. Oh bitch puhlease, i've met your type and i have seen what you've said about me and then you go around telling people that im a bitch for talking shit about you and then you go on about bitching about how much of a bitch i am. The last time i checked, thats called bitching as well. Yeah about get you shit straight before you talk. Oh wait MY BADD, you're too dumb for that ? yes, i would know. Bunch of dumb guys. I'd be amaze if you make it through year 12 without failing.

And bitches who think i am a hard cunt for writing this up, well let me tell you something, why dont you go get your bunch of tricks and hoes to have a fight. Annoying people that doesnt appreciate what i do for them and take me fro granted can all go fuck themselves as well.

Hi guys ! so today was Jennifer's 20th Birthday at wattamolla? beach. It was awesome, despite the shitty as weather, everything was good. Climbing on the slippery rocks in order to get to the spot for fishing was just TOOOO good ! I think i slipped 3 times :( We didnt catch any fish, but the sense of accomplishment was so satisfying brah :D Here wishing jennifer all the best and hope she had a wonderful birthday !! Im sorry team, had to ditch the unisex game for jennifers 20th, my bad guys my bad :L
Well would you guys like to see pictures of my day or a video ? Hmmm, how 'bout both ;)







More photos could be found on facebook :)

Bought a new laptop, checking my webcam out :)))))) omg feel so rich nowadays :$:$:$:$:$ welll i kind of am not to be a little cocky slut or anything... HAHAHA well yeah cant be bothered typing anymore. So i made a vid for you LOL !

Please dont ask me why i was listening to that song LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL ! im cool thats why.