Speaking of meeting new people, had a dinner last night which i got to know some year 11s some more, there's this one guy with a mesmerising smile. No i dont have a thing for him, i just kinda wish i had a smile like that D: Im not even weird and creepy. But he's half chinese half pakistan, sooo if i want sexy babies does that mean i should go marry a Pakistan :$

Thanks for you all the birthday wishes. I took the time and effort to reply to every single one of you. I KNEW MY BESTFRIEND WOULD GET MY A STRAWBERRY PLANT ! I know him THAT well HAHA...... I tried. I really tried to see the positive things in life but its so hard. Life sucks for everyone. Not every one can be perfect and it sucks to see couples fight, especially when my bestfriend cries. Why is her boyfriend such a dick. Never consider her feelings and thoughts, she is always the one saying sorry, well im one to be talking because i use to be a dickhead as well. Stay strong buddy. Life is so shit at the moment i dont even know what to say about it. It sucks balls and theres not many people i can really talk about it to. I just want to write all my feelings on a note, bottle it up and throw it in a ocean so it flows far far away along with strong tides, sadness leaving me once and forever more.

not blogging as often because i have a life. LOL that is not true. I like to contradict myself a lot. oh wow, i realised how sad i am after peter's, anna was like my psychologist or something, i can tell you now, she has the potential to become a professional one. HAHA im sure that i dont like vanny anymore, i just let it get to me because im those people who want to dwell on all the bad things in life so that i can feel sympathy for myself when in actual fact i'm perfectly fine. I dont like anyone and i dont want to like anyone. I no longer want to be in a relationship nor do i want anything intimate although i do welcome new friends, please new friends, come into my life and make it more vibrant.

Once again, a boring post. Nothing BIG happened, been texting all day errday, i feel like my next bill will be $500++ or something, but screw it. Im having fun texting all of them. It's weird how i think i'm falling for someones personality, its so not me, not the way i roll. Fallen for someone before i met them, is this normal? Well well, the other one is just spamming my phone with his photos, he is definitely in love with himself, i guess thats what being tumblr famous does to you. life, why are you so fucked up.