I just realised, yes i might go for looks, but i fall in love with personality and that shit is hard to fall out of.

It's Not Just You - Narsi

I knew you would have left. No one ever stays.

4th of May 2012 – I will always be here for you, as a shoulder to lean on, it’s your choice to be my friend or not but I would really like to be yours, don’t feel down express your thoughts even though it may not be nice, YOU HAVE PLENTY OF FRIENDS TO SUPPORT YOU, Linda Tieu is sentenced to 5 free hugs of her choice of when, where, and by who { Linda Tieu is sentenced to 3 free Captain ArrTard points (NOTHING GAY COME ON)

My Last Serenade - Joey Moe

Im dying inside, bits by bits im falling apart. I thought it was our 'friends' thing to keep our dp. you changed, literally dp and person. you're not who i use to know, it was a mistake from the start. Dont know why i should be affected by it, you saw my phone, you know what i go through because of you, the kind of things i do to myself , its unimaginable. I live in a whole new world of my own, trust no one, never open up because those that you open up to are the ones that will make you seem your weakest and most vulnerable. I was crushed many times before, but this one took its biggest impact. I'm on the floor wondering why i gave people the chance to do this to me.

Hurt - Christina Aguilera

I'm not dumb, i know how you feel. And the only reason i havent said no to you yet is because i dont like to hurt my close friends, i dont like the awkward tension, i simply didnt want to end our friendship. The reason why my blog says hopeless is because love has failed me one too many times, i can't afford to make another bet on it. I think i know what you want to talk about, but it's not what i want to hear, i already know i will be unfaithful to something i dont want. I would know because it happened once. The feeling is dreadful when i know i dont love the person anymore but i am still with them. I was going to ask you once, only because i had a motive, i had something worth fighting for, a everlasting friendship that i would sacrifice anything for. But that no longer exists, i just cant do it, i cant say yes, i dont want to hurt anyone. I'm still waiting for someone, someone to turn back to me. Let's say, if it was meant to be, it will be.

Unfaithful - Rihanna

My insanity has hit rock bottom. I sit here crying and laughing. My whole body is shaking, i'm holding a clenched fist. I cant control myself. I cant stop. I want to scream but nothing is coming out. I'll only do it enough so that i can feel the pain but not enough to kill me. Should i just shut the fuck up from now on? I talk to much, cause to much unintended problems, offend people unintentionally, i dont want this to happen any more. One too many has left me. I can't do this much longer.

Be Careful - Jason Derulo

You have wayyy too many PMS days, and as a bestfriend, i am suppose to tolerate, but i've been having a bad week too. All i wanted to do was to try to cheer you up. Just trying to help mate. Dont have to give me attitude and all. This is like the 4th time or something, AND EVERY SINGLE TIME i try my hardest to make you happy even when i cope the biggest shits from you, i let it go. Aint happening this time. I thought friends was suppose to be there to listen and help you through things, not there for you to take out your mood swings on. Have you ever thought of how cut as a friend i would be. Oh geees. And great, now i feel guilty for it. You're good. I feel guilty for something i didnt do. ASDFGHJKLSSHDAGD !

Tender Love - Mishon

I'll let it go. Let everything go. If anything was meant to be, it will come into my life. I will wait patiently for the one who was meant to be. Maybe, just maybe, one day he will turn up out of the blue and save me from everything. The sun will always rise, the world will move on, miracles still happen. I'm just waiting for mine.

My Kind of Perfect | David Archuleta

after all that time, me just being there. once that person appears, you just toss me away just like that. i know i am in no position to say anything. At least let me know the real reason why you did it. " Maybe its in use" Just happen to tell me because you cant hide it anymore. Am i that easy to replace. Maybe i just am. Easily forgotten, easily tread on, easily lost.

Gone In September - Mike Posner

its been exactly one year, yet i'm still standing at the same place. When? Just when am i going to move on.

Stevie Hoang - Worth The Wait.

MADE ME LOOOL SO HARD !

Too hard to understand whats going on in some people's mind. And one thing thats been getting on my nerves lately is this girl from my school who cant let my bestfriend be. Exposing all my friends secrets to every living thing on this planet and then convincing my friends bf to dump her( and it aint the first time ). Funny thing is she doesnt understand that my friends bf is bitching about her to my friend BIG TIME, seriously why make a fool out of yourself. You think exposing her secrets will destroy her ? You're wrong, you only make people come to the realisation of you being a betrayer. Dont know if you notice but everyone is talking shit about you instead of my best friend. LOOOL ! Karma perhaps ? And how about stop being away on exam days ? Think everyone kinda got that all figured out. Being away is fine cos not like anyone cares, but asking for the answers and shit afterwards and then acting like a big boss " oh you dont know how to do that question ? it's so simple !" yet you havent even done the exam. Wonder how you knew........

Haters Gonna Hate - Tonite Only

I dont know how to help when you are angry. im not a good friend, thats one thing for sure. you know how you mentioned about me not doing the deal, yeah im not doing it anymore because i realised how its not worth it anymore, i built up courage through the thought of willing to do anything for you, yet knowing that you wont know the truth behind everything just kills. it's not how you think everything else, it's wayyyy off to what you assume, but i can assure you one thing, i'm not going to do anything that will make me unhappy anymore. dont even know why i try so hard to keep you happy..

PayPhone - Maroon 5 ft Wiz Khalifa

Studies show when you are in love you lose two of your close friends. Dude what did i say man ? Fucking saw this coming LMAO ! Im kind of really happy and really frustrated. Happy for you guys and kind of annoyed when you both told me i was going to be wrong :L but its all good man. in no time, i will find another best friend just like that, cos thats how i roll bitches HAHAH jokings, congrats to zee sunny and zee keung ;) Whens the wedding aye HAHA come on, at your wedding you have to play the song " cant stop love - darin" its like the bestttttt. Well, all the best guys ;D

Reflection - J Beale

WOOT WOOT about time he asks her out ! it was pissing me off how he took forever ! :L Yes everyone is getting together, and here i am still forever alone ! And then realising how much i still love someone, i would just sit somewhere and gaze at him all day errday as creepy as it sounds :L memories come back when i see your face.

Wont Let You Go - Cristian Alexanda

hahahaha, i should just drop out of school. fuck school, fuck life , fuck uni, fuck hsc, fuck everyone. im too embarrassed to go school. i cant face up to everyone, i cant look at anyone the same. stupid stupid linda. trollolol. school is a place to remind me of all my past mistakes and yet keep making them. dude im a toy yo, im a toy admit it ! Jenny you are right about everything, you're more experienced, you would know ... gabba gabba mabba bobba tubba yala.

One Wish - Ray J

I cant do what i dont want to do. Precisely true but i'll fight myself for everyone's sake. I can do it, do it for myself, for you, for her, for him, for everyone. Last time that i will be able to cry about this. Jenny, bear with me, you're the only one that knows. Knows how hard this will be for me. To do something that may perhaps hide my true self forever. Faking someone i'm not. Faking smiles, faking laughter, just for maintaining peace and reputation for someone. I WILL DO IT HHAHAHAHAH NEVER KNOW MIGHT TURNS OUT GREAT, MIGHT NOT BE ALONE AGAIN :O ASHDUIKHCBIUBCMSAUBJ IWBVFGCK NOT GOING CRAZY AT ALLL ;) RIGHTIOOOOO, AWAY WITH THE UNICORNSSSSSSSSSSS TO FAR FAR AWAY LAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPPEEEEE.

If You Wanna Leave - Mathew Kurz

Can't think of one good reason why not ? I''ll give you one good question. Is this what you truly want?

Like the picture i posted had said. I wanted to be remembered as the girl who always smiled. The one who could always brighten your day even if she couldn't brighten her own. I want to live by this motto through life. My guide and my way to live. I'm sorry for causing so much trouble and misunderstandings. But its all good now, i will ask someone out and you will too. Problem solved. We both get with the person we like, and still be bestfriends. No more misunderstanding and wrong thoughts. Now we can go on double dates HAHA

Frank Ocean - Day Away

HAHAH omg, best friend came up to me today and told me my blog is full scary cause it's so depressing. Calm down, im not that emo yet :) Had a volley game against a school with 2 tall rep players, and we won. Mad bro ? LOL ! Just putting out there, either you care or not, this is a blog where i express what i truly feel as i am not able to express myself to my friends, not even to my bestfriend, so everything i need to rant about, be sad about, its the whole package, its here man. I love my bestfriends, and thats about it. Nothing else, noone else. Thankyou for being there for me. Oh jenny you make me laugh, who hides in a wardrobe for 6 hours because they didnt come school and was scared your parents would find out :L And keung, you're just a nigga g. no racial :) Ship you back to Cambodia HAHA !

If You Were Mine - Marcos Hernandez

i wish i had someone to be there for me through everything, i had someone, but things changed. my bestfriend started liking someone, lost his companion. i kind of miss how i can tell him everything and that he would actually care. nowadays its just all jokes, insults and teasing in a harmless way, and just acting comfortable with each other. i can't even tell him my problems anymore which sucks, because i knew even if i told him, he probably wouldnt even care. that's life. i can feel it, we're drifting, im losing a bestfriend.

What I Use To Know - Unknown

my friends dont understand why i'm doing this, but i'll do anything for you. sacrificing my own happiness to suffer. because that way, i will slowly forget, let it drift and just move on. it hurts everytime i see it or hear about it. our friendship was too good to be true. im scared, scared of falling to deep in our friendship and that when i am replaced, i will relive my traumas all over again. because yet til today, there hasnt been one time that i was not replaced by a new, much more exciting, interesting bubbly person.

Gio - Every Breath