Thursday, June 28, 2012

I personally thing that i get waaayyy too attached too easily, is it because i've felt alone for too long ? So that lust plays its part as well? I dont know. But what i do know is that the people i want surely dont want me. And the people that wants me, im sorry that i can not return my love. This is all my fault. I give you guys hope so that i can crush you. Im sorry for falling for dickheads, jerks that probably doesnt know i exist. I think its now more than a crush, and its going to hurt me. I see it already but i cant stop it. Woman's logic, goes for someone thats going to break your heart because you can. LOL oh gawwwd. why. come on, some korean drama shit plot please happen on me ! Let me go through something extreme and then give me my well deserved happiness. My fragile heart has been done so wrong, i wonder if i will ever heal again...... happiness will find me, leave my past behind me, today my life begins

Monday, June 18, 2012

I couldnt resist. I was dying to talk to you. In which i gave in and started the convo. I am so disappointed in myself.

Monday, June 11, 2012

dafuqq did i just hear ? "i just want to say, i miss you ..." Which asshole gave you that dare. Ruined my whole day.
Killing Me Softly - The Fugees

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Why do i still find myself looking for you, staring at you and just watching over your every move. It still affects me. Too many memories, too much feelings. I said i'd never let you go, and i never did.
I can't make you love me - Gabe

Thursday, June 7, 2012

LOL trolled errbody. I like no one and i have a crush on no one. It was all full of shit. I will live by the fact that i will die alone with 72 cats. Because you know, im forever alone like that. This is due to the fact every time i think i like someone, it always goes the other way...
Bottom Dollar - D.Pryde

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Holy shit ! I think i like someone. This is so weird. But its more of a crush than a like but still, doesnt mattter, it still means i want to get with that person :$ But i cant. situation doesnt allow for it to happen. thus i will just give it up.
More Than A Friend - Stevie Hoang

Monday, June 4, 2012

My body is with vanny, my heart is with ______ and my mind is with todd. fuck my life yo.
Meet Me Halfway - Tim Benson

Saturday, June 2, 2012

I will do this in a very subtle way that you wont even realise. I will slowly part from you. The further i drift the better it will be, less problems and all. This is the reason why i never talk to you anymore. I like it like this because i can learn to move on from people that i use to think i can tell everything too. This way, i can get use to it so i wont ever get hurt. I'd like to be all by myself now, independence is my aim, 'friends and best friends' is only a title that is temporary.
I'm Gone - Jay Sean

Friday, June 1, 2012

People keep mentioning about you lately, it hurts, really hurts. I cant believe i actually thought about marrying you. When i was laying in your bed right beside you, that is essentially when i felt the safest, warmest and most loved. You gave me all that you could, but i fucked it all up. Imagine the many things we could have done if 1 year ago today i didnt fuck up.
I Love You - Chrishan