Had a fight with mum yesterday, wasnt the best thing out, well not shit bro lol. So that resulted in me walking to and from work. I finished work at around 11 and took the train from fairfield to cabramatta to head to uncles house. The walk made me think about a lot of things. It was Christmas eve, i was all by myself walking on John St. I thought about some memories with some people. It just made me feel so distant. Even though they live just a street away from where i was, i was so close yet so far away. I looked up at the street lights, and then at the christmas decorations, only to be wishing i had someone there for me, someone i can call in the middle of the night and they could come chill with me at cabra, someone that would be worried about me if i was walking out in the streets all alone in the middle of the night, someone who would just make me happy no matter how hard it is. And then i thought about someone. And then thinking about my past relationships only to be reminded of the quote "i am one heartbreak closer to happiness". Let's hope that is true, let's hope that god is still writing on my love story. At the same time, happy endings are just stories that have yet to be finished... Hmm, i wonder if i've met the person that i will spend my life with, i kind of hope he works for the army. and i can work for the ASIO and we'll be both working for our country into keeping security and maintain peace. I could be home waiting for him to come home from his military work, have a warm and welcoming party and give him the tightest hug and probably never wanting to let go haha.. too much dreaming linda D: