Awkward moment when i remember everything that happened at nye but i pretend that i dont so that things wont get fucked up. Mother of god, what have i done. I was so sad and so frustrated at vanny and then all of a sudden, i felt tears. I was crying. Branden comforted me, and everything that happened after that was just ... plain alcohol's fault. Shit bro. This is weird and awkward, dont know how to face some people anymore .... LOL