FORGOT TO SAY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FELLOW NON EXISTENT READERS OF THIS BLOG ! :L:L its already 2012.. wow time has past by way too quickly, its my HSC year already, and this 6 weeks holiday is the only holiday that i cant actually relax without stressing that much about school. But i havent made good use of it, its halfway through my holidays, i've done nothing productive. Fuck. After New Years Eve, im even more sure that im moving on nigga. The reason why i started working out and getting big instead of losing weight was always because of the influence of you. I wanted to be better than you. Now that i know you dont matter, i will still continue with this. I will be strong, mentally and physically. No one aint gone take me down ever again. People ask who im onto right now ? No one. I dont need anyone else, ill do fine. I can protect myself and i will only be dependent on myself. Fuck haters, they make me strong. Pain ? Good joke. Aint even a word in my personal dictionary. Im coming back fresh and new and better than before. Vanny ? LOL who the fuck is that. To conclude my post, 2011, a year where real friends and fake friends show their true identity, pain and gain, mistakes, regrets are all going to be left behind. 2012 will be a year where i make up for every mistake i've made, study my ass of because in 1 year time, i have to make sure my life will be heading in a direction 10 times better than all my haters. As for those that had stuck by, this will be my greatest gratitude i can show towards you which is dedicating this very post to you all. I'll be there if any of you need me, im only good with listening, cant contribute much though. sorry lol. I wish you all the best for this new year of 2012.