Farrrr fuuullll depressed that im going to write some Love sonnets bro HAHAHA jks. Aint Elizabeth Browning. Hmmm im still caught between the dilemma of re-attending basketball training and get fit, or just stay the way i am. Well, my coach do give me some discouraging words during the time that i was gone. Dude, i know you have a lot of respect from your students and players, but thing is you may know me, but you dont know my story. Things i go through, things i do, nothing, not one bit,you dont know anything. I dont even want to bother explaining to you sir. You annoy me. You along with mr pham, making things up that isnt even close to reality. Me ? Changed ? Hanging with Boys on the day that i had tutor ? Of course, what i say wont matter. Me saying a thousand words to explain myself wouldnt even help the situation because it isnt even worth one sentence that mr pham says. Well. No. I'm not challenging my coach, i'm just saying, dont be hypocritical. Dont tell us what to do if you arent able to show us what was suppose to be done. Dont tell me that i have been using anna to notify you things and that why cant i tell you myself when you couldnt even be bothered to answer to one of my emails and requesting anna for a reason why i want to return to training.

Stronger - Kelly Clarkson

This refers to all aspects of my life at the moment : What doesnt kill you make you stronger.