i want to blog as much while i still can. I'm afraid. Afraid of many things, but no one to tell. I lost the person that i trust, he will never be there for me again. It's like one by one, they're leaving me. I'm really scared, but for the time being i'm afraid of death, and it's only because i come to realise how easily death could come knocking at your door. But this is the time where i learn to cherish everything i've had. Where i know i definitely dont want to let somethings go, memories of you came pouring back to me, someone asked if i could pick anyone to be with, who would it be? it'll still be you. If i ever leave this world before you or any time soon, i want you to know, i havent changed since one year ago, i still love you. Love you for who you used to be. I will be there to watch over you, be your guardian angel, be your Fairly Odd Parents. As i'm writing, the more my head hurts, i dont know how serious this may be, but i will fight, whatever it takes for me to see you before i leave.

Christina Aguilera - You Lost Me