She's pretty, she's skinny, she's tall, she's everything that i can never be. I get it, i wouldnt pick me either. Why am i feeling like i've got beaten when i havent even tried my hardest. Maybe because my imperfections override everything good in me. I'm a very pathetic person, not the most loving person either, but when my heart locks, i have no idea how to let go. Yet, i hate you, hate you with all my heart. I will never forgive you for what you've done to me. You ruined me once again. I say i'll be the happiest person alive, do you understand how much courage i needed to have to say that to you ? Only to make not feel as guilty when i was pouring my heart out. I broke down, i was torn down into pieces, left there, not knowing if i was able to heal but i was able to have a laugh after every sentence i made to you. I had to hide it, fuck you, why do i have to be considerate when you've never once thought about my feelings. 17 years into my life and i have never done this to anyone, thanks for your response, after everything you've done with me. You stole my life away from me. But it's okay, thats only because im not her.

Like Me - Colby O'Donis