not blogging as often because i have a life. LOL that is not true. I like to contradict myself a lot. oh wow, i realised how sad i am after peter's, anna was like my psychologist or something, i can tell you now, she has the potential to become a professional one. HAHA im sure that i dont like vanny anymore, i just let it get to me because im those people who want to dwell on all the bad things in life so that i can feel sympathy for myself when in actual fact i'm perfectly fine. I dont like anyone and i dont want to like anyone. I no longer want to be in a relationship nor do i want anything intimate although i do welcome new friends, please new friends, come into my life and make it more vibrant.