Thanks for you all the birthday wishes. I took the time and effort to reply to every single one of you. I KNEW MY BESTFRIEND WOULD GET MY A STRAWBERRY PLANT ! I know him THAT well HAHA...... I tried. I really tried to see the positive things in life but its so hard. Life sucks for everyone. Not every one can be perfect and it sucks to see couples fight, especially when my bestfriend cries. Why is her boyfriend such a dick. Never consider her feelings and thoughts, she is always the one saying sorry, well im one to be talking because i use to be a dickhead as well. Stay strong buddy. Life is so shit at the moment i dont even know what to say about it. It sucks balls and theres not many people i can really talk about it to. I just want to write all my feelings on a note, bottle it up and throw it in a ocean so it flows far far away along with strong tides, sadness leaving me once and forever more.