I havent told anyone what happened and im not planning to. I once read, you dont never really know whether you love someone because youre lonely until youre comfortable with being by yourself. I know im stronger than all of this. I know i can do it, i just gotta push through it and im going to make it. I was on the phone with jenny yesterday, just a little catch up session. She told me she had a fight and was worried that it would end, although im going through hell, i reassured her, i told her he loves her, i told her everything is going to be okay, i told her he'd never lie, i told her he wasnt avoiding her rather he was giving her time to cool down. It's just too cruel and harsh out there, i'd rather give her a dream than hell. As i was telling her these things, i thought to myself, he may have lied to me, he may have played me, he may have used me, but so what, that does not make all guys the same. I can not just generalise them like that. I still have hope. I believe things are going to work itself out. Isnt that what life is all about? Just doing whatever you can to keep yourself going because there are a lot of factors i have no control over. I'm looking forward to everyday with being without him. I've made my choice to walk away from this flame, parents have warned us to not play with fire, yes i've got a burn but im not giving up on the world. Let's keep going and keep fighting, for yourself.