I'm not dumb, i know how you feel. And the only reason i havent said no to you yet is because i dont like to hurt my close friends, i dont like the awkward tension, i simply didnt want to end our friendship. The reason why my blog says hopeless is because love has failed me one too many times, i can't afford to make another bet on it. I think i know what you want to talk about, but it's not what i want to hear, i already know i will be unfaithful to something i dont want. I would know because it happened once. The feeling is dreadful when i know i dont love the person anymore but i am still with them. I was going to ask you once, only because i had a motive, i had something worth fighting for, a everlasting friendship that i would sacrifice anything for. But that no longer exists, i just cant do it, i cant say yes, i dont want to hurt anyone. I'm still waiting for someone, someone to turn back to me. Let's say, if it was meant to be, it will be.

Unfaithful - Rihanna