My insanity has hit rock bottom. I sit here crying and laughing. My whole body is shaking, i'm holding a clenched fist. I cant control myself. I cant stop. I want to scream but nothing is coming out. I'll only do it enough so that i can feel the pain but not enough to kill me. Should i just shut the fuck up from now on? I talk to much, cause to much unintended problems, offend people unintentionally, i dont want this to happen any more. One too many has left me. I can't do this much longer.

Be Careful - Jason Derulo