my friends dont understand why i'm doing this, but i'll do anything for you. sacrificing my own happiness to suffer. because that way, i will slowly forget, let it drift and just move on. it hurts everytime i see it or hear about it. our friendship was too good to be true. im scared, scared of falling to deep in our friendship and that when i am replaced, i will relive my traumas all over again. because yet til today, there hasnt been one time that i was not replaced by a new, much more exciting, interesting bubbly person.

Gio - Every Breath