Saturday, November 10, 2012

I cant tell whether i truly like you or i just needed someone. I'm just so sick and tired of having all these minor problems with half the things you do. I try to stop myself but i can't, i just get annoyed anyway. I mean what happened to us ? The days where we'd stay up late to talk to one another, the times where you'd want me to come see you without me making it obvious, i mean it's like you don't even care. Always telling me you're going to go off at this certain time, is that our new thing now ? Stating the time we'll be heading off just in case we stay up late. We only did it a few times for necessary situations and now you're telling me we always do it. You haven't been video calling or wc for a few nights too, what do you know ? Maybe in a few days you'll say that's fine, its normal, we always don't do that anyway. And as for the times i come to see you, it always during school lunch or after school when you finish early on a school day, why dont we ever have a legitimate date or something ? oh wait, you're always too busy all the other times, so i have to come see you whenever you have free time during school days and that happens to be enough for us. And telling me you'll leave early while hanging out with me, i don't even know where to begin, how's a girl suppose to feel. Yes im suppose to be understanding but fuck that. Aint nobody got time for that. i dont even know why im writing so much, i felt an adrenalin rush of anger. okay, i'm good now, at least i have a place where i can tell everything to. bye.

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