The longer we remain in a relationship, the more i start to worry. Day by day, the more i start to fall in love with you. I'm really scared that i'll fall too deep, become too dependent on you and if it comes a day we part, i would not know what to do without you. I'm having this inner conflict with myself whether i should continue to let myself fall or withdraw myself completely and end it now when it doesn't hurt as much. Today, spending time with you i've realised how madly in love i am, there are moments that i was sad, it wasn't you, it was the thought that the happiness i was experiencing may one day turn into memories along with you. I'm afraid of losing you, i kept hugging you today because fear dominated my entire body, physically and emotionally, i never wanted to let go. I can spend my whole life just hugging you or just keeping you close by my side. Please, please don't ever leave me. Stay. Because i need you,