I dont even want to sort things out anymore, i want to slowly drift from you, so then when we part, i wont hurt as much. Hopefully i wont feel anything. I dont think we're worth fighting for anymore, i dont want to talk to you, i dont want to see you, i want to drag myself away from you. You have a whole life ahead of you, work hard on it, its your time to shine, its hsc. I'm sorry for taking up your time, but i dont want to be your last priority any more. I dont want to be the person you talk to at the end of the day when youre done with everything else, the person that you only have time for when you make sure you have nothing else to do. I'm done with you, us. I know, i know youre doing all that you can, and youre doing it for the good of us. But if i had to chose, i'd pick time over money, i'd rather have all the time in the world with you than you having all the money in the world to spend of me. Money cant replace times that we could have shared, memories we could have made, and love we could have maintain. We could have, would have, but we didnt. I just wished you'd understand i only want to spend more time with you.