I'm so sorry for everything i've ever done that make you angry or sad. But i can't always be the person you want me to be, i can get emotional, bipolar and all, and i feel bad all the time afterwards. I always suck it up and say sorry, and the more i do this, the more i feel that since i'd do anything to keep you, you wouldnt value my existence, nor would you be worried about losing me. I seem desperate and cheap when i keep begging you to stay and not leave me. I know you know i'd do anything to keep you. I almost lost you a couple nights ago, i wont ever let that happen again, i'll take this as my second chance and make sure i'd do everything and anything i can to make it right. I know i can have high expectations but you've done all that youve could and i am fine with it now. You are the best other half in the world, every little thing you've done for me is now imprinted deeply in my memory. Thankyou for all the effort you put in for me. I love you.