And if i said, it's okay, i can live with it.

You linked me the song "Somebody else"-Mario. You said you really liked it. After hearing the lyrics, i think i know why you like it. It describes how the girl left even though she said she never would, the pain, the sorrow, it's okay because i know exactly what it's talking about. I know you can put the past down, i know you cant put her down. Although it's drilling holes in my heart every single time i talk to you because all i ever get reminded of is how you still love her, but it's okay, because im use to this pain, im use to crying every night, im use to having sleepless nights, im use to insomnia, im use to these wet pillows. I'd rather give it my all, go hard or go home, because at least i know i did my best. And even if at the end, i lose, i know there wasnt much i can do, no regrets, just give it my all. There's not enough love in this world, we dont need to add another one to the 'already-given-up-on-love' population. wallah, thats all for today.