Waiting for the call that was never going to come.

I asked for a one week break because i wanted to see how much you actually do need me, you tell me you love me, you also tell me you love her but why dont your actions show me the same as what you do for her? Why dont you even have the urge to maybe give a call or a text? Why am i here tearing myself apart from missing you whereas you're doing fine. You said when she left, you still popped up to her every now and then to check up on her, why dont you see if i'm fine? Why cant you see i'm falling apart because of you? I knew this one week break was going to make or break us, i guess the outcome is already predictable. We already know you can do perfectly fine without me whereas you have already became a part of my life, where my day would be incomplete without talking to you, to the point where i'd have dreams about you. Why cant you take that leap of faith for me? But just like everyone else, your words always contradict, you said you dont want to be like the others, you dont want to hurt me, but just like everyone else, you left.