im so done with trying. i hate it. i hate you. i hate everyone. why the fuck are you guys so insincere. i do all the best that i could when my bestfriends need me but in return, NOONE is there for me, nowhere to be found. Its always boyfriend/girlfriend over bestfriend, then tell me why? why exactly are bestfriends the one who is there for them every time instead ? Its stupid because after a while they wont remember anything you've done for them and just ditch you. Keung disappointed me. He was the least expected person to dog the reunion. But he told me he didnt want to go out of his own will. Lost hope in humanity. There is no point in being friends with someone who doesnt care. This is stupid. Bestfriend is just a saying. fuck you all.