I just realised that my blog is highly based on my love life. this is why my blog hasnt been updated. I wouldnt say it is stabilised, but on the other hand, nothing much can happen. this time i dug my own grave quite early. I let myself fall to deep because i use to have a thing for you. I dont even hold back this time because i know for the past year, there wasnt a single day that i didnt think of you. and guess what ? we finally meet again. the quote " if it was meant to be, it will be " had play its role. we are together once again, i dont know if i should be happy because this is just maybe a bit too good to be true. what the actual fuck. the past whole year, being sad, depressed, eating my feelings away, crying the nights away, stalking you here and there on social networks, getting excited on sundays to ball with you and now, look where we are. i dont believe it. i am your girlfriend since the 22nd of July 2012.... oh my god. At first, i was scared, not that im not scared anymore, i just dont have a reason to restrain myself, you either go hard or you go home, give it your all or give up. Its one or the other. Its HSC, i wont let myself fuck up, but i cant guarantee that, you hold the key to my success. Im counting on you this time, please, please dont let me down.