im going crazy. 9/14 signs that he just isnt that into you. 9 ! more than 50% of your actions tell me you dont like me. why did you ask me out? did you only ask because you needed a girlfriend ? i think so. While im here tearing myself into pieces while i overthink, you probably dont give 10 shits. You skipped many steps. You told me you want to go slow, then we do all those things at your place. You are a liar and a cheater. Why do i always fall for this act. You'd tell me that you call, then i never hear from you. You put little effort into planning whered we go for a date then you cancel last minute, you take long to reply most of my messages, you always get a little pushy into getting physical intimacy. Who am i to complain, i promised myself to tolerate anything from you because this is MY second chance, ill take a shot and hope for the best. But from my own interpretations, relationships arent suppose to be like this, im so tired of being the only trying, you never have time for me, you only have time for your family and friends and you have time for me when you want sexual intimacy, relationships shouldnt be me crying myself to bed because i have so much doubts because you NEVER reassure me of anything, to be honest i feel like i am one of your many girls, rather than your girl. Im not saying im a keeper, im just saying i want more than just lust, i want love.