You finally did it. You broke it off. at 3pm today, i was extremely tired and fell asleep on my bed only to have woken up to see a devastating text. You said you're sorry for leading me on, dont tell me sorry cos you're not.You were in it for the benefits, out of it now because it got boring, i know your game play too well. But my defence was shit, got penetrated and you scored. I lost. This is my fault not yours. Its always my fault. Im not good enough for you. At least this time i was proud to say that i did nothing wrong, I WILL NEVER EVER EVER GET BACK with you, not even in my next few lives. You took me for granted, you dont deserve me. You broke it off right before our one month and during my trials. You're so selfish. You only thought for yourself. I tolerated every single thing about you and i've ended up here. God have mercy that you will live a long and good life, long enough to see me do better than you. Know that, i will always see your family as one of the kindest i've been with as i would know growing up as a kid in a dysfunctional family. You and your family was the one who made me feel like i had someone, you are the one who took it all away from me. Vanny, a name so daunting that i never want to hear it again.