this post can go on forever if i wanted it to. im so tired. tired of you and everything. i take long walks by myself and getting awfully depressed everytime. my raw emotions are hard to control. you tear me up every time i see your face. i've cried heaps when i realised you dont remember what next wednesday is. Our 1 month maybe ? I dont know, you can go for days or weeks without talking to me only realising that im dying to talk to you or see you everyday. I miss you more by the second, and as for you, its always friends and family before girlfriend. Lets say if i was to fall in the ocean with your family and friends, you'd probably save everyone else first and by the time you get to me, you've already forgotten that im still drowning. its tiring, working myself up for someone like you. What if i told you, good job, i havent been able to focus on my education because of the mental torturing you put me through, i jeopardised my hsc because of you, and you wouldnt give 10 shits. im only one the many girls that you like. who am i kidding. im linda tieu. Im not good enough for you. Not pretty enough, not good at having conversations, not good at flirting, not good at keeping you entertained. Im sorry for that. Im sorry for bothering you all the time. Im sorry that i havent realised that you dont actually care. Why dont you just let me go ? Let me live my life without you like i did for the past year. I hate you so much.

All By Myself - Celine Dion