I hate acting, i've had enough of being all weird and retarded. Because i dont want to be forgotten. I dont want to be the quiet one where everyone forgets her existence. and i sure love to be all happy and loud all the time so that it can contradict with the fact that im a sad mother fucker and hides it from everyone. But i dont really like it when people just assume i'll never be sad and that im the strong type of girl who can take whatever. like go get fucked. im happy so that i dont be sad, and now these bitches be putting shit on me thinking im gone do fine with it. two words for you : FUCK YOU ! but, at the same time, i'd rather act tough, cos i'd much rather care for people that i love than for them to worry. And one more thing, i may be all retarded and stuff, but really, i have feelings too, i dont want to be thrown at by harsh words either. I take them to heart. And especially for those i care for, i become very considerate towards them, but i really dont like to make it obvious, it really kills my image of being the "tough one". Just please, to those who i care for, dont make the things i do for you seem non-existent and unappreciated. Cheers.