Last Post on My Heartbreak. I know what you're all thinking. " About time " LOOL !

Yesterday, i grew balls. Not literally. LOL! but yeah, i went to him, told him i still loved him and that i cant let him go. He replied with "fuck off"

I've spent my whole night crying. Felt pretty good believe it or not. I had a song on repeat in my head. Want You Back - BProof. Damn boy, the lyrics are like made for me HAHA. Made me realise something though. Life can not be without regrets but there's a reason why regrets remain in past, now i've got to look forward. See whats in front of me and move the fuck on. Instead of thinking about "what ifs" i will be thinking about "how abouts".

I believe if me and you were meant to be, this wouldnt have happened. You're the player and im the unfaithful fucker. it wouldnt have worked. i dont love you anymore, i know im lying. but that phrase will be on repeat until i make myself believe so. no more hope, no more wishes, no more dreams.

i use to think that i would do whatever to get you back. You hate me, i hate myself. i need to man the fuck up and tank this shit. But know that, im here whenever you need someone. Now im going to let you go, let myself go and finally set myself free from this torture. I hope you lead a happy life cos i dont want to wait for someone whos heart is probably taken.

God damn that cupid but he helped me start a brand new life. Crushed me to rock bottom so that i can rebound and get back ahead of my life.

my question to myself, do i really want you back ? boy, i dont. not anymore.
i dont want to be selfish, as you wish, i will let you live your life.


Fuck This Shit. Im sorry. Im done with you. Bye.

Call me old fashioned, but i take relationships seriously.