I wouldnt exactly say im over you. but im not afraid to face up to you now. im not going to avoid anymore, i havent exactly given up or moved on, but im in the process of doing so. im proud of myself, i dont know what caused this change but you, you are no longer someone i would linger over. You are only someone who still means something to me and still care about, but definitely not someone that i would be spending my time to get. i hope you feel relieved if you ever read this. I remember something that this friend told me " never be a 'avoider', be a 'seeker' ". Yeah i dont know why that sentence had always been on my mind. But at this very moment i can apply that very quote to my life.

I no try to grab your attention, i no longer stare at your from across the room, i no longer mention you, i no longer remember us. its fading, not the feelings but the memories. You and her, whoever she may be, will make a loving and cute couple. :)

I cant say im all happy, as im still upset about "us". But the quote " dont be sad because it is over, be happy because it happened" is the best thing i could come up with to be an excuse to overcome my depression.

i've made my mistakes but im willing to change for the better, i'll take is as a lesson taught in life. Yes, i have to move on for the better to arrive, right ? haha. Not really seeking relationship anymore. but when the time is right, im sure and im certain that i'll find someone perhaps like you ? or better ?

Im sorry for the misunderstandings i've had towards you. I've started to talk the talk and people still think you've cheated on me. I wouldn't say you did. i take it all back, you only showed your affection towards a bestfriend, who was i to question. Mr tran was right, i didnt personally hear you admitting to it, so i shouldnt believe in it. Im sorry for making people misunderstand you as well. I'll explain to them for your sake. You were loyal and considerate. Guess its my lost haha, but yeah. I'm so happy at the same time, its like i've just got a whole heavy truckload off my chest.

We may now be friends then ? Deal ? :$ hahaha always got your back brother.