developing feelings.

I am suddenly growing feelings for Shahid again, or feelings towards the memories with Shahid. I've been mentioning him quite often lately and i know, the more i say his name the more i'll think about him. I've also been having dreams about it lately, dreams about how we use to be, as though we never parted as though everything was just right. I've always wished that you dont talk to me anymore or you ignore me because there's still a part of you that is still in love with me. But then it struck me when Annie said "do you ever think, maybe they dont talk to you anymore because they dont want to look back because they think there's nothing worth looking back to?".

There will always be a place in my heart, i need answers to why you left me at the best part(?)......... what happened to the voice i use to know, and it hurts me cause now i know you never loved me, the story's over now. - Frozen heart : Christian Burns