I dont even know.

From time to time, i realise my feelings for you aren't as strong as i think. I'm actually not quite sure whether im in love with being in a relationship or in love with you. You keep hurting me over and over but i still stuck around, lately i've realised i wouldnt hesitate to erase you completely from my life. Every time i look at you now, i see such sadness still within you, i just feel more and more distant. I know you'll never love me. I see you and i feel tired rather than the feeling of being wanted. Where did our happiness go, yours left with her, i'm still looking for mine..