It just hit me.

I know you dont love me, it's okay. I realise today i dont mind waiting because im going hard or going home. I'm fighting for you, im putting down my pride because i dont want to give up an opportunity of being with you. I've always thought i'm distant towards you in some ways because i didnt want to seem weak, i didnt want to fall so easily and i thought i was still in love with Shahid, truth is, yes a part of me will always be with him, but he is the past. In front of me now, stands someone who is lost and confused about his feelings, i want to be here to guide you, show you love, be everything you need. I'll make you feel my love. Not giving you up, even if i get hurt again, it's okay because i've already fallen too deep to pull back. Let's make this worth while, i love you.