Wasn't going to happen.

I mean, it's nice to know someone would know exactly what type of position im in right now because they use to be in the same one, but to see how they've turned out just really rubs it in the face for me. Janeane is a lovely girl, i mean she's the happiest little thing ever, but to see the truth in what she reblogs on tumblr, pains me. I mean somewhat this may have been what she wanted, and for some reason after all those hard times it actually turned out right for her. But these happy endings dont always happen to everyone, well especially not on me. I dont want to be that girl, i dont want to be the one you realise you cant love, i dont want to be the one you realise youve never loved, i dont want to be the girl that you left behind.