I'm currently sitting in the library at uni, I chose to isolate myself rather than go take the initiative to hang out with others, only because I don't want to move on, I don't want to create any bonds with other people and then knowing I'd drift, I don't want any form of pain. But you, the most painful thing existing in my memory yet I find myself grasping harder than ever, I don't want to open my palm and release myself, all I want now is you. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second, I'm missing you. But I believe, I believe one day, we will be back together, you will be the one I'm going to grow old with, I'm certain. Anyway, I should stop annoying you with my texts and phone calls, while still young, I should put myself out there, do something productive with my life, do what I want. I want to participate in this volunteer work and travel overseas for a month, I guess it'd be a good way to keep my mind off things, and plus my 4months travelling overseas for my course, I hope that the next time you see me, you can see I'm a changed person, inside and out, I want to change the way I view the world, as well as the way I view us. We had plans on travelling the world didn't we? Well I guess I'll just have to begin my journey first, hoping to meet you halfway. Oh and one more thing, I love you.