Good day today, spent some quality hours with him talking about our lives, i still cry when i talk about you, and then i remember all the things we've went through, random flashbacks like going to the beach, or to swimming pools, at that 2m pool, but at the same time, im opening up to someone else, its like a constant battle of whether to fight harder or walk away. But i know, i know you dont even think about me anymore, i know places and things wont remind you of anything of us, i know nothing sparks your memory of us, i know you dont love me no more, i know its time to let go, i know you wont remember who i am in a years time. But i'm glad, im glad we met even if it hurts so much now.