I'm over everything its great, it doesnt hurt when i think back now. Because i avoid and try to contain the pain. But wow, i'm amazed how i can talk to everyone normally now, without other intentions. Im casually counseling people, talking them out of their misery, talking them into looking forward and not living in the past, getting them to let go, changing the way they view things and life. I tell them life would be much easier if you can let go of things that hurt, and that there is always hope. Its much easier said than done, i have no idea why i cant apply these to myself though.