Hello there guys. I know i've been blogging everyday lately, but minutes feels like hours in my life. It's as though i havent blogged for a while. I'm coping, there's not much i can say to that, i'm just generally coping and adapting to my life, accepting reality is one of the biggest step, and i took it. Everyday, i still wake up with a dreadful feeling and negative thoughts. Most days im afraid to sleep because i dont want to wake up. But i'm coping. Life is moving on quite well i guess ? I dont think about the past at much and try to enjoy the present because this very moment of life will probably never come again, we're all aging by the minute, it's time the face the fact we have limited time to do what we have to do. I like it, i feel free, i feel independent, i feel great. Whereas with family, i'm not so sure. I'm having fights with my mum everyday, i think i might accidentally murder her. She's kicking me out, but oh well, we'll all have to move out at some point in life. I just might have to do it earlier, just deal with things as it arises, just go with the flow, be spontaneous, be optimistic, that's how life should be.